This is the aftermath of our great storm. I have done quite a bit of soul searching and have decided some things need to change. Finally I splurged on that Women's Devotional Bible that I have had my eye on for months. In reading from the Bible daily, I will also journal on my thoughts, feelings, and lessons learned. Tomorrow begins my search for a local church. Four years is far too long to go without a church home and family.
My mom told me that when my grandmother was putting her will together, she asked the lawyer if she should include my grandfather's children in her will since he included her children in his. The lawyer told her that he has seen some people split everything equally, while others seperated out their belongings how they felt it was due. He said that when the children of those who left their belongings unequal asked him why they didn't get what they thought they should have, he told them that perhaps they weren't the son or daughter they thought they had been. Perhaps I haven't been the child of God that I should be, and I'm taking active steps to change that.
Tomorrow I will begin reading a book my uncle told me about. It is called "I am not but I know I am." He said that it would probably be beneficial to me, so I'm going to take his word on that, and read it.
We have had a pretty good recovery so far and I am praying that we continue in the direction we're currently headed.
I love B more than I ever thought it was possible for a woman to love a man. He is my exception and shall be treated as such.
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